one page per day. Pretty cool. I wonder if you can copy and paste this. Is it easier than blogging? I wonder if I could use this in class. What kind of book do I want to write? I have so many ideas, that I can't choose. I could write a kid's book, I could write a TCK book, a knitting book, a parenting book, a fictional book, a memoir/fictional book. I do have a blog, but it's kind of random. so much happens in Malaysia, and I have great ideas that I forget to write down. Will this be just another thing that passes by and I forget about? hmmm.
today I have jet lag. I'm up at 4:00 AM. my husband and my Katie are here with me, so it's not that depressing.
I'm dealing with anxiousness and Father said to "be anxious for nothing but in everything with prayer and supplication let your request be known to me - and the peace of God which passes all understanding will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus!" and then I was like... ummm... Are you praying? NO. Are you allowing the circumstances of the world to squeeze you in to paralysis? yes. I know I have work to do - it's not about a magic word or verse, but God is always at work!
My sister helped me create a list to help me through the year. It is the red envelope list. I made it in her office with tears and encouragement from her. i'm so glad I have the list because I have fun things to work on while Rich is working, Katie is with her friends, and Ben is hanging out too. I'll have to write the list here. Remember the first draft is a warm up!
So I'm really fat right now and I'm really mad at my self. I'm so embarrassed to go to work, because I really put on a ton of weight. Even my clothes are not fitting. Yucky feeling. I just want to lose the weight and be done with it! What is my stinkin' problem! I always go to bed and say, tomorrow I will eat this, this and this. But I never do. I always make excuses.
This family needs to make a few changes - eating, making good meals, keeping our rooms clean, exercising, drinking water, and being scholarly. Oh, and Ben needs to bruch his teeth!
today I have jet lag. I'm up at 4:00 AM. my husband and my Katie are here with me, so it's not that depressing.
I'm dealing with anxiousness and Father said to "be anxious for nothing but in everything with prayer and supplication let your request be known to me - and the peace of God which passes all understanding will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus!" and then I was like... ummm... Are you praying? NO. Are you allowing the circumstances of the world to squeeze you in to paralysis? yes. I know I have work to do - it's not about a magic word or verse, but God is always at work!
My sister helped me create a list to help me through the year. It is the red envelope list. I made it in her office with tears and encouragement from her. i'm so glad I have the list because I have fun things to work on while Rich is working, Katie is with her friends, and Ben is hanging out too. I'll have to write the list here. Remember the first draft is a warm up!
So I'm really fat right now and I'm really mad at my self. I'm so embarrassed to go to work, because I really put on a ton of weight. Even my clothes are not fitting. Yucky feeling. I just want to lose the weight and be done with it! What is my stinkin' problem! I always go to bed and say, tomorrow I will eat this, this and this. But I never do. I always make excuses.
This family needs to make a few changes - eating, making good meals, keeping our rooms clean, exercising, drinking water, and being scholarly. Oh, and Ben needs to bruch his teeth!
