My first mistake was trusting him, 
I thought he was better than that.
He'd shown me no reason to be worried
Until out of nowhere he decided to turn my life upside down.

I used to be happy,
But now everything is hidden in darkness.
I used to care,
But now I wish I didn't have to feel.

I let him put a hold on me I was unaware of
And it ruined me.
I thought I was more in control than it ends up I am
And now everything has changed.

What was it that I did to him?
Why did he think I didn't matter?
Sure you have to keep yourself in mind,
But he took it to a whole new level.

He was more than a friend,
He was a support, a crutch, a hope.
Then he showed me how stupid I'd been
For putting him on that pedestal in my life.

I don't need him.
I'm better off without him.
I have my Jesus
And I have my true friends who really care