October 11, 2010
It's her. I know it is. I don't want anything else, I don't deserve her as it is. She's more than I could ask her and she's one of the defining factors in the person I am today.
That's just something thats been on my mind. Actually, its always on my mind. She's the one constant in my life. 24 hours 7 days a week. There isn't a moment when she doesn't glide angelically through my mind. It's like shes right in front of me. Her presence in my head transcends any distance between us.
Do you know what the best thing about all of this is? I know she feels the same way. There isn't any better feeling than that of unconditional, mutual, romantic love.
I'm sorry if you haven't experienced it, or have and aren't right now, but if you were me, you'd also feel the need to let someone or something know. I personally just need to write it down, but sometimes I want to scream it out my dorm window.
I have this sort of journal that I've restarted on this website. OnePagePerDay.com. It's great. I suggest it to anyone who just needs to write it all down. You don't even have to share it. But maybe if they're just stories, or poems you want others to appreciate, you will. I used to. Maybe I'll start writing songs again. But this folio is just my journal. Just what I am thinking before bed, in between classes, or at the end of a long day. Little updates in my "interesting" life, whether you give a shit or not. I won't weigh these things down too much with negativity, but sometimes we need to get it all out and this is just one convenient outlet for me.
Feel free to comment on what I'm thinking, or what I've said, or anything I've blogged. We'll have a little chat. Whatever I've said out loud, is free game.
Love,
Kaleb.
It's her. I know it is. I don't want anything else, I don't deserve her as it is. She's more than I could ask her and she's one of the defining factors in the person I am today.
That's just something thats been on my mind. Actually, its always on my mind. She's the one constant in my life. 24 hours 7 days a week. There isn't a moment when she doesn't glide angelically through my mind. It's like shes right in front of me. Her presence in my head transcends any distance between us.
Do you know what the best thing about all of this is? I know she feels the same way. There isn't any better feeling than that of unconditional, mutual, romantic love.
I'm sorry if you haven't experienced it, or have and aren't right now, but if you were me, you'd also feel the need to let someone or something know. I personally just need to write it down, but sometimes I want to scream it out my dorm window.
I have this sort of journal that I've restarted on this website. OnePagePerDay.com. It's great. I suggest it to anyone who just needs to write it all down. You don't even have to share it. But maybe if they're just stories, or poems you want others to appreciate, you will. I used to. Maybe I'll start writing songs again. But this folio is just my journal. Just what I am thinking before bed, in between classes, or at the end of a long day. Little updates in my "interesting" life, whether you give a shit or not. I won't weigh these things down too much with negativity, but sometimes we need to get it all out and this is just one convenient outlet for me.
Feel free to comment on what I'm thinking, or what I've said, or anything I've blogged. We'll have a little chat. Whatever I've said out loud, is free game.
Love,
Kaleb.
