The gf is totally irrational. Sometimes this is to my benefit. While she is being crazy it gives me chance to totally space out. It does though get old after a while. What really takes the biscuit is that I am unable to change the way she feels at any given moment. Can two people really be compatible if you don't truly feel the other person can dig you out of your rut?
The following day is always interesting as we tap dance around the subject and flitter emails back and forth. Getting nowhere really. It is more like treading water only in a murky swamp rather than the ocean. What is at the bottom is dark and unknown. Whether this is scary or not I am unsure. Whether i want it to be scary or not is really debatable as well. Damn. Maybe the rut is just a huge gaping chasm. We really are perplexing creatures.