drawn by the magnetism of an energy vampire
so charming... enticing...
telling me stories and interesting facts
making me laugh... sucking me in...
luring me into his trap
oh, his charm...
I fall in love with him every time...
but he's always lurking
waiting around to ambush me...
he infects my veins with his venom...
my mind gets sucked in
I become sick...
as I peer into his steely eyes I see my own reflection...
it frightens me...
all the parts of me I don't want to see...
who is this man in front of me?
my judgements so strong
I don't let them go
I listen to them and agree
fighting this poison
that has reached my brain
I try to see a different perspective
what is it that Spirit wants me to hear?
is it already so clear? right here in front of me
screaming with those eagle eyes? he sees everything
and never misses an opportunity to point it out to me
oh... defensive I get
angry... so angry...
I don't speak up...
I don't appreciate what I'm getting
I don't appreciate what I'm seeing in front of me
cocky I feel...
it's kinda surreal...
seeing this part of me... this judgmental freak
taking itself so seriously... giving away my energy....