Well today is May 3. I have to apply for food stamps, then go and hold that great sign, what a joy, my thoughts from holding that sign range from walking meditation or shall I say after the walking meditation range from Kant, Hillel, Taoist and God who knows next, I met some great people holding that sign, some panhandlers need some cigarette's now and then which I give joyfully! A beautiful girl sometimes comes and chats with me on my philosophy of life. I look and say hey 32 dollars a day is honest work and pays rent, although I wish I was back in school. after my girlfriend passed away I sorta lost my bearings on life and all the lies society conditions us for from birth, she was really everything to me, I would say my soul mate. Well Mr Steppenewolf lets get on with the day and hold that furniture sign with happiness, I shall start explaining in greater detail about about the follies of my life and its absurdities. Really life is a farce we all perform.