83. Again I've missed a few days, I'm sorry, I've been working a lot lately to pay for your tickets home, I'M SO EXCITED! I think we are going to talk tonight on Skype or Webcam or whatever it is called. Skype hadn't been working lately so we had to change the program we were using, and I'm super happy that we got it all sorted out now. Because 86 days is a long long time, and it would be twice as long if I didn't get to at least see your beautiful smile through a webcam once or twice a week.
I woke up yesterday morning and this message was sitting in my Facebook inbox: "Hey sunshine,
After the messages you sent me tonight I couldn't get over the fact that you would even think for a second that you made my night horrible by happen to still be awake just as the movie was ending...
How could I possibly hate my bf (who I love so freaking much), for wanting to say hi to me because he was still awake after a long night of reading. It just wouldn't make sense in my mind. If I didn't want you to know I was on my computer I could have logged off, right?
So I have discovered that my goal from now on on this page I will try to write everyday one thing I love most about you! Hopefully this can help remedy some of the self hate that you have going on inside.
This is the least I can do considering you have helped me come such a long way with the way I see myself today (in comparison to my self confidence before I meet you).
So I hope you think this is an alright idea because I sure only hope good things come of this message box. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)" So that was pretty much fantastic. I started to try and t hank you for such a great message, but I couldn't find the right words to use, so instead I just said we will have to talk about it on webcam later tonight. I hope you didn't take that the wrong way, I just could not possibly think of a good enough word, or words, to thank you properly via a text message. Also this weekend you left me a voice mail on my phone that listed a bunch of reasons why you loved me. That meant the world to me, it made my week, and will probably make the next few weeks to come. It was so fantastic I turned it into an mp3 file and put it on my iPod so that I can take it with me and listen to it whenever I want. You told me in the message that I know how to treat a lady, and that made me so happy because you're the only lady I ever want to treat, and you basically told me I'm doing everything properly. Also I had a talk with Chris today, but that'll wait till tomorrow because my page is done. I love you.
I woke up yesterday morning and this message was sitting in my Facebook inbox: "Hey sunshine,
After the messages you sent me tonight I couldn't get over the fact that you would even think for a second that you made my night horrible by happen to still be awake just as the movie was ending...
How could I possibly hate my bf (who I love so freaking much), for wanting to say hi to me because he was still awake after a long night of reading. It just wouldn't make sense in my mind. If I didn't want you to know I was on my computer I could have logged off, right?
So I have discovered that my goal from now on on this page I will try to write everyday one thing I love most about you! Hopefully this can help remedy some of the self hate that you have going on inside.
This is the least I can do considering you have helped me come such a long way with the way I see myself today (in comparison to my self confidence before I meet you).
So I hope you think this is an alright idea because I sure only hope good things come of this message box. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)" So that was pretty much fantastic. I started to try and t hank you for such a great message, but I couldn't find the right words to use, so instead I just said we will have to talk about it on webcam later tonight. I hope you didn't take that the wrong way, I just could not possibly think of a good enough word, or words, to thank you properly via a text message. Also this weekend you left me a voice mail on my phone that listed a bunch of reasons why you loved me. That meant the world to me, it made my week, and will probably make the next few weeks to come. It was so fantastic I turned it into an mp3 file and put it on my iPod so that I can take it with me and listen to it whenever I want. You told me in the message that I know how to treat a lady, and that made me so happy because you're the only lady I ever want to treat, and you basically told me I'm doing everything properly. Also I had a talk with Chris today, but that'll wait till tomorrow because my page is done. I love you.
