She had another dream about him last night. She tried to push it out of her head. But there he was standing in front of her during the first hour of her work day. And they talked about work. And then he left. But, the emails back and forth, were always fun, and a little flirty. And they were the highlight of her day.
She thought that maybe he flirted with all the ladies in the office. She had a feeling it wasn't just her. He had a serious girlfriend, and the rumor was that he was buying her a ring. But, that didn't mean that he couldn't think about her, could it? After all, here she was a married woman, thinking about and dreaming about him. Maybe it wasn't just in her head. Maybe there was something between them.
Even if there was, it couldn't be. She couldn't let it. But, she didn't know if she was that strong. And she let her mind wander, yet again, back to the dream. Back to things that were only happening in her head. And she felt a little like she could easily become a creepy stalker co-worker. And she didn't want to be creepy. But, she did want to keep testing the waters to see if it was just in her head or if there was something mutual. And she shouldn't even be doing that. She kept thinking that she should make the thoughts stop. But, she didn't.
She thought that maybe he flirted with all the ladies in the office. She had a feeling it wasn't just her. He had a serious girlfriend, and the rumor was that he was buying her a ring. But, that didn't mean that he couldn't think about her, could it? After all, here she was a married woman, thinking about and dreaming about him. Maybe it wasn't just in her head. Maybe there was something between them.
Even if there was, it couldn't be. She couldn't let it. But, she didn't know if she was that strong. And she let her mind wander, yet again, back to the dream. Back to things that were only happening in her head. And she felt a little like she could easily become a creepy stalker co-worker. And she didn't want to be creepy. But, she did want to keep testing the waters to see if it was just in her head or if there was something mutual. And she shouldn't even be doing that. She kept thinking that she should make the thoughts stop. But, she didn't.