to design, create, and sew my own dresses, but I think that might be a little too ambitious. Right now, I'm just gonna try and make sure I do productive stuff for at least a couple hours a day. Then, eventually I figure I can do more. I just feel like I wasted all my time here when I had such big plans. I haven't fulfilled any of them and my only excuse was I missed my friends. But, when I'm back in America I'll just waste all my time on people who probably won't even appreciate it and will be gone in a year anyway. I'm not sure why I procrastinated all my time away, but I still have about 5 weeks to change that. Starting now.
Sunday
November 21
It's kinda sad that I can't even keep up with an online journal. lol But, a lot of crazy things happened this weekend. Status of the day: Now, I don't want to hear your voice anymore/
I finally found the door./ Can't believe I didn't find it before./ Goodbye, forever, mi amour. Status of yesterday: Male supremacy argument: 2 heads are better than one (Charles Dean).
Okkk, so on Friday, Achim took me to his friend Dennis' apartment. And Dennis is a rapper who enjoys leisurely activities. Naturally, it was lafs. It annoyed me that before we got there Achim was like, Tonight you are my girlfriend. And then he did that thing we he talks about all the things we do, like talking about our dates and it's so embarrassing because it's like braggin and no one cares or wants to know. And, he kept being like give me a kiss. I'd say no and turn away and he'd be like, "HEY!" Ughhhh. And, then, he got so drunk and passed out on the bathroom floor, TWICE! I just couldnt take it anymore. He's annoying and he doesn't listen to anything I say. So, I must not waste my breath talking to him anymore. And Dennis is so cool.. or at least I think he's cool. I've only known him for a day, so we'll see. His eyebrows are cool and I just think he's better. He kisses better, except his lips are a little too small. But, I was really tired of trying to teach Achim how to kiss. When you do something to someone they should pay attention and do it that way because obviously that is how you like it. He sucks at kissing my neck it's just like little pecks and no tongue or when he does use tongue it's worse. It's retarded. I still feel frustrated by just typing it.. And, he's crazy..everyone says so.
I already feel free. I got on my Dr.Dre tee. I talked to Andrea today and we must definitely go out before she goes to California.. She's interning at disney, sounds awesome. Today I
Sunday
November 21
It's kinda sad that I can't even keep up with an online journal. lol But, a lot of crazy things happened this weekend. Status of the day: Now, I don't want to hear your voice anymore/
I finally found the door./ Can't believe I didn't find it before./ Goodbye, forever, mi amour. Status of yesterday: Male supremacy argument: 2 heads are better than one (Charles Dean).
Okkk, so on Friday, Achim took me to his friend Dennis' apartment. And Dennis is a rapper who enjoys leisurely activities. Naturally, it was lafs. It annoyed me that before we got there Achim was like, Tonight you are my girlfriend. And then he did that thing we he talks about all the things we do, like talking about our dates and it's so embarrassing because it's like braggin and no one cares or wants to know. And, he kept being like give me a kiss. I'd say no and turn away and he'd be like, "HEY!" Ughhhh. And, then, he got so drunk and passed out on the bathroom floor, TWICE! I just couldnt take it anymore. He's annoying and he doesn't listen to anything I say. So, I must not waste my breath talking to him anymore. And Dennis is so cool.. or at least I think he's cool. I've only known him for a day, so we'll see. His eyebrows are cool and I just think he's better. He kisses better, except his lips are a little too small. But, I was really tired of trying to teach Achim how to kiss. When you do something to someone they should pay attention and do it that way because obviously that is how you like it. He sucks at kissing my neck it's just like little pecks and no tongue or when he does use tongue it's worse. It's retarded. I still feel frustrated by just typing it.. And, he's crazy..everyone says so.
I already feel free. I got on my Dr.Dre tee. I talked to Andrea today and we must definitely go out before she goes to California.. She's interning at disney, sounds awesome. Today I
