tonight is a long night. I'm listening to "Tighten Up" By The Black Keys in bed. I'm a 13 year old girl. I have a boyfriend named Nick. He's sexy, and sweet, and he tells me I'm hot and that I'm a genius (socially, he means. Because I'm not very smart at all). I actually think I'm a dork, but at least we love each other (because that's all that really matters).
The thing about tonight is I admitted that a part of my heart is still with my ex-boyfriend Richard.
What I'm worrying about is trying to be a good girl(friend).
Also, I need to put some more songs together!
I want to be naked with Nicky.
But I'm too young for that!
I also need to write my essays for the school applications..
I need to make a 'to-do' list for my near-future life.
Hopefully, before I turn 17, I'll be a famous teen pop sensation.
Here's a little taste.
"I remember the curve of your lips,
It disappeared after I closed my eyes…

The smell of my perfume, it made you so happy
Standing there with you, in the middle of the floor
Our bodies touching..."
ROUGH! haha I haven't really finished up that last line. It's supposed to be about the dance.
Haha grinding at the dance...that was wild. Nicky just stood there!
Didn't really know what to do, I guess. Or maybe he was just shocked?
Anyways, I had an amazing night. I made so many memories in one night.
"So many memories packed into one fucking night,
never thought I could have that much fun in my life."
I'll miss everyone (if)when I leave!
- Kylie M. <3