So I guess I'm just going to ramble. I've told myself before, a million times, that when you write you eventually find that gold nugget in your gold mine (that is mostly composed of dirt). See, let me just tell you about myself (writing to myself- probably never to be read again- but oh well). Right now I'm currently listening to Coldplay's new album (2 days before it comes out because I'm listening to itunes firstplay- hold on I've got an idea *book from a writers point of view- maybe mine- about the life of an author- something very similar to these entries- about how we procrastinate and imagine and CONSTANTLY daydream* ANYWHO (how is that word spelled?). It kind of hurts to type, because today we went hiking and I completely mad a fool out of myself for falling on my face in a stream. It's actually quite a hilarious hurtful story. We were walking down the trail (we did 4.5 miles today- uphill with lots of boulders and sun) and there was this stream, not too big, about an arms length or two wide, and boulders to walk on so you didn't walk through the water. The rocks were wet, and two seconds later (if you aren't very good at translating my language- I slipped face first), so was I. Except I was very scraped up and muddy (I MAY have infections now- but whatever). So yeah, I got scrapes. Now it hurts to type. With this typing I realize it's not actually helping me, maybe relieve some stress. One sec- i'm gonna see if there's an app, if there is I wouldn't mind making this site/app a journal because I could vent some feelings. Maybe not, I'd hate for people to read stuff like that. I have very high walls (if you still don't speak my english- by that I mean i'm a complete introvert and non-assertive person). While I was looking for my laptop charger just barely- i came up with a good idea (maybe rambling and writing and THEN walking totally help clear the mind and bring out good ideas) It relates back to what I said earlier. It would be for a character like me saying, "Oh, hello walls. You seem very high today. Thick too. Have you been eating healthy recently, the 6 essential nutrients? You seem to have gotten stronger." I actually think it's kind of brilliant. I can see a book title now, "My social walls made of calcium" or something like that. It sounded better in my head. What are those metaphorical walls called anyway? "My metaphorical walls made of calcium and other nutrients that make them strong"
Got distracted.
Oops. ADAGAMNIT (that's how i swear people- spelled wrong and gibberish).
anyway. Other than that geniusness. I've got to start planning out my novel. I'm stuck, but at the same time, I can't restart. If I restart, I'll never finish my novel and it'll be put on a shelf where it won't be taken off of. Probably not. Here's the situation: I know how i want to write my 2nd draft, but i don't know all of the conflicts and how it's going to work, so i need to finish. i guess i will but it'll be boring. at least ill figure stuff out. got to watch tv, not really but its addicting. oops oh well bye.