WHOOHOO PAGE TWO! I like to think that this is becoming a regular thing. I realized this morning that I'm writing down my thoughts and feelings and stuff a lot more often now. Like I ended up writing in my notebook during homeroom. And the extreme feelings of paranoia returned, even though the only other people in the room at the time were my homeroom teacher and a kid name Joe who sits directly two seats in front of me. Oh and I messed up my eating habits again yesterday. Just like I said I would. I'm actually doing pretty well with that so far today, but we'll see how long that lasts. And about that story I said I would write. Well, I'm obviously not starting it yet. So I'm going to think of specifics first. Like the girl's name. I want an unusual name but nothing that people wouldn't be sure how to pronounce. See, this is how I do things. I need to map everything out before I can start it. Like all the specific details have to be thought out and everything beforehand. Except when I'm writing something for school. Then I just sit down and somehow manage to produce three or four pages of irrelevant crap. I'm surprised I'm even passing English and that my super strict teacher hasn't thrown me out yet. Well, I'm actually not really surprised about the teacher part, because I know there are some other people in my class she would much sooner throw out than me. Like my friend, for example. He's has some serious issues, but they're not even really his fault. Like, he's one of my best friends and I know every single terrible thing that's happened to him. And that's a long list. Well, maybe not a long list, but it's a lot more than has happened to most people. Like, sometimes I cry at night for this kid. Luckily, his girlfriend, who is also one of my close friends, has managed to get him through a lot and they're the type of couple you can see being together forever. Hopefully. I seriously hope so. ANYWAYS, anyways. Back to what this girl's name is gonna be. Oh, and the name of her cat. I was thinking her cat could be named Sebastian. I hope there aren't any other famous cats named Sebastian. I'm not going to google it right now, though. So the girl's name should be.......I really don't know. I was going to make her name the name of my youngest sister, but then I typed it out and it just didn't sound right. Or, rather, feel like the right name. So...I'm thinking, I'm thinking, thinking thinking thinking. I'm apparently not got at making up or thinking up names. So I'll think of the setting of the story now. She'll live in a little village, right outside a forest. I'm still determining the time period, too. Like, I've always wanted to write a steampunk story, but I'm not sure if the plot of this one seems right. I just thought about it though, and maybe I will make it steampunk. My foot is asleep. Like, when it feels like your foot is being pricked by pins and needles. Yeah, I don't really like that feeling. The feeling of numbness. It feels really weird when you try to walk or stand when your foot or leg is asleep. Sometimes I'm afraid I won't be able to movie it.....