I am getting on a plane this morning to Kona, Hawaii. It is for a corporate event at Four Seasons resort Hualalai. We are setting a large deck out in a parking lot that will be tented and air conditioned for a Awards/ Show for the attendees. For me it will be nice to get away and try and forget about MN and her family. It has been a hard 20 days since we got back from our ill fated vacation.
Never knew that I let my feelings get so intense for her. I am amazed on how love gets into your soul slowly and builds to such a strong feeling for someone. The hard part is when the love is only one way. I sense that since she did not have similar feelings it is a much easier process to move on for her. Besides the fact she is so beautiful.
I need to be grateful. I have all this work it will be a help in beginning to forget MN was ever in my life at all. Still feel very bad about Malia. I have no idea what she thinks of me and that is what really tears at me these days. I know time will help just wish I could stop feeling the way I do.
Louis
Never knew that I let my feelings get so intense for her. I am amazed on how love gets into your soul slowly and builds to such a strong feeling for someone. The hard part is when the love is only one way. I sense that since she did not have similar feelings it is a much easier process to move on for her. Besides the fact she is so beautiful.
I need to be grateful. I have all this work it will be a help in beginning to forget MN was ever in my life at all. Still feel very bad about Malia. I have no idea what she thinks of me and that is what really tears at me these days. I know time will help just wish I could stop feeling the way I do.
Louis
