Did you see me? Because I sat right there, right in your view. You could have seen me cry or just weep at the sight of you with that woman. Who was she anyways? Can you answer that? Can you answer anything?
These were the words I wanted to speak to you. No- YELL at you. Each word fueled the fire burning in my heart. I was halfway over the bridge to the land where you awaited. It was a bridge of trust and most importantly love. But it was burning like it was no more than a twig.
What did our love mean to you? Nothing? Well, I loved you. If you know anything else in your life I hope you know that I loved you. That you broke my heart and burned the pieces and everything that you ever were to me joined that fire.
So, I sat there that night- right in your view and stared. I stared at that redheaded woman. Was she prettier? Richer? Kinder? Did she know? And I watched you kiss her. Was it good? Did she have those soft lips that you once told me I had? Or di you say that to every woman?
Oh and by the way, was it ONLY her? Or is there more? Of course there is more. I gave you some freedom. The freedom that you begged for and yelled for. The freedom that you wanted. The kind of freedom I gave into. So this is what you do?
Well there's your stuff. As Beyonce would say, its to the left. Don't think I didn't know, because I do. Your choice, your consequences. Don't expect me to give in. Don't expect me to say yes to you anymore. I watched you lie and it's over. I don't know you anymore and I don't want to. It's too much. It's all too much. Where did you go? Actually, it doesn't even matter to me. I can't look at you anymore. I can't see you. Goodbye.
These were the words I wanted to speak to you. No- YELL at you. Each word fueled the fire burning in my heart. I was halfway over the bridge to the land where you awaited. It was a bridge of trust and most importantly love. But it was burning like it was no more than a twig.
What did our love mean to you? Nothing? Well, I loved you. If you know anything else in your life I hope you know that I loved you. That you broke my heart and burned the pieces and everything that you ever were to me joined that fire.
So, I sat there that night- right in your view and stared. I stared at that redheaded woman. Was she prettier? Richer? Kinder? Did she know? And I watched you kiss her. Was it good? Did she have those soft lips that you once told me I had? Or di you say that to every woman?
Oh and by the way, was it ONLY her? Or is there more? Of course there is more. I gave you some freedom. The freedom that you begged for and yelled for. The freedom that you wanted. The kind of freedom I gave into. So this is what you do?
Well there's your stuff. As Beyonce would say, its to the left. Don't think I didn't know, because I do. Your choice, your consequences. Don't expect me to give in. Don't expect me to say yes to you anymore. I watched you lie and it's over. I don't know you anymore and I don't want to. It's too much. It's all too much. Where did you go? Actually, it doesn't even matter to me. I can't look at you anymore. I can't see you. Goodbye.
