I missed a day without a doubt... I have realized that I am somewhat of a man-whore... I am in love with the idea of love itself it would seem... I long for that woman in my class, yet I can but bear the thought of me without Nicky the cashier from that place... hmmm where I buy my beans... Sun Harvest... I want to go back and ask her out... of course but why didn't I in the first place? Will she say yes? will Ms. Sanchez agree as well? well why the hell not? I am an attractive young male in my pseudo-prime, I am smart and charismatically eloquent... Now... I took Oscar's parent's prospect for him and claimed her for myself! I am now a man-whore I have sacked York, as if to say. Now Tania... she's another story... she is the focus of my interest in that little country called Mexico... I want to have her in my chambers on the nude of course and I'd like to do the utmost perverse acts in erotic fantasy with her. The matter of fact is that if I had the money I'd be all over with 4 chicks or something like that. Well half a page... not nearly enough... let's talk about Inception then such a great movie, Christopher Nolan of course as always... great. I had ribs and I realized how amazingly nutritious beans are... I need to run tomorrow, I need to fulfill my destiny... I need to become stronger, faster, better ... to overcome any adversity in real life as well as in dreamland. My sexual desire has been increasing this past few days... I am not sure if I can keep the abstinence thing going on... Alejandra wants to do dirty stuff but without the sex of course. Should I accept such demeanor? should I allow her to tap into the limits of my desire? Can I let her suck it until I burst? Should I? Will I? I, as a matter of fact, do want to penetrate her just because of who she is... I want to get to know the other chicks as well... damn it! why do I like so many women? Can't I learn to like just one? is it biological?.... I will ne'er know :P