Only in my dreams, can I ask you questions which I'm afraid of the answers. Only because it's me answering them. I give myself the answers I want to hear. Those are the dreams I never want to wake up from. I find myself sleeping early and waking up late, just to have you longer even if it's only in my dreams. In these dreams, I hold you like if it were our last hug. Replacing that last hug, that miserable last hug. Only in my dreams, do I go back and take back all those hurtful words. Only in my dreams, do i give you the goodbye we deserve. But it is also in these dreams where you ask me to stay. When you do ask me, I realize that they are only dreams. Because you didn't ask me. You let me go.