It's kinda hard to write something when writing is what I completely stopped doing for some strange reason.But you can blame me? I've going through alot and yea i could write about it but why bother. I'm what you could consider a young girl lost in her own dreams waiting for a knight in shining armor to rescue her. I always thought that if i wished on a star hard enough that wish would come true. WELL I totally thought wrong. Hey maybe it wasn't meant to be. For some odd reason I've lost all hope for what i used to believe in. Now don't get me wrong It's my life-long dream to write books and get my name out there; but I lost that passion for it. Although it's kinda funny to me that i can pick up a pen or pencil and write in my journal but not on a blank sheet of notebook paper. Last but not least if someone out there ever gets a chance to read any of my stories i want to know that I'm not your average 17 yr. old girl;i'm a 17 yr. oldd girl with dreams. Today was not a good day for me because that pathetic exscuse for a school got on my last nerve. I can't take it anymore.! I just want to go far away to place where I'll be accepted. Cruel ppl always made me feel like I don't even belong- like I'm some alien from outerspace. All I want is worldpeace and hope that is way out of this game we call life or the "TheAmericanDream". Television and magazines destroyed the realistic side of being who your are inside ;such as models and other celebrities. if you don't have the that certain look that they are looking for then kiss your career goodbye.