Saturday,26,2011 (5 months later..!!)
Thanks to Google for sending me reminder me about one page.. all along!!so i could come back!!
Her sister still in the hospital and connected to the oxygen tanks. her other sister is leaving tomorrow to go back home to see her sick sister. they are afraid she may not get better and that's scary thought. a young woman goes for an ostomy surgery, and she never recovers from complications. she becomes psychotic, depress and angry. her rich brother pays a lot of medical bills, her old mother suffers quietly and the sister in law does all the work to the extend that she becomes exhausted. their brother who lives in the u.s., he also went to visit her for Christmastime, and came back psychotic. he is medical biologist researcher. this illness has effected everyone of us. such a bad luck, i say.
i feel like that stress and unemployment both are affecting my short term memory. so i decided to begin learning music notes and although i feel slow and retarded, but that's the only fun i can have. everything else is useless, even the strong feelings that i carried for 13 years for my lovely son, these feelings are changing and becoming surprisingly week!! he needs to find himself too and his life. and i need to find myself a job first and then myself. somethings can't be undone in life, like u getting married and bring a 3rd person to life. but what you can do is STOP going the way you might have been going for all this time and try this time to live for yourself again, even though you need to start to find yourself in a new situation.
the song is over, thought i had something more to say..p.f"!?
sunday june 19th 2011
Her sister passed away couple months ago around april 24, 2011), and that was the hardest thing to ever believe!! life goes on nothing is better than it used to be, just waiting for a change!!
Thanks to Google for sending me reminder me about one page.. all along!!so i could come back!!
Her sister still in the hospital and connected to the oxygen tanks. her other sister is leaving tomorrow to go back home to see her sick sister. they are afraid she may not get better and that's scary thought. a young woman goes for an ostomy surgery, and she never recovers from complications. she becomes psychotic, depress and angry. her rich brother pays a lot of medical bills, her old mother suffers quietly and the sister in law does all the work to the extend that she becomes exhausted. their brother who lives in the u.s., he also went to visit her for Christmastime, and came back psychotic. he is medical biologist researcher. this illness has effected everyone of us. such a bad luck, i say.
i feel like that stress and unemployment both are affecting my short term memory. so i decided to begin learning music notes and although i feel slow and retarded, but that's the only fun i can have. everything else is useless, even the strong feelings that i carried for 13 years for my lovely son, these feelings are changing and becoming surprisingly week!! he needs to find himself too and his life. and i need to find myself a job first and then myself. somethings can't be undone in life, like u getting married and bring a 3rd person to life. but what you can do is STOP going the way you might have been going for all this time and try this time to live for yourself again, even though you need to start to find yourself in a new situation.
the song is over, thought i had something more to say..p.f"!?
sunday june 19th 2011
Her sister passed away couple months ago around april 24, 2011), and that was the hardest thing to ever believe!! life goes on nothing is better than it used to be, just waiting for a change!!
