Today makes 10 days since we returned from Los Angeles. Sure miss the two of them. Received an Email from MN yesterday morning. It was nice, asking me how I was doing, letting me know how things went with her trip to the therapist. I guess she did not need to even go. Wish my emotional side was so stable. I am actually okay. Just a bit lonely. I replied to her not but never heard back. I am sure that is for the best.
Life moves on I realize and I am making every attempt to not look back. Mn asked me out to lunch. I will never understand the female species. This is the same women who said it is best that I move on in her last email. Very confusing. Maybe time apart really is the best solution. If there is nothing we will soon forget all about each other. If not maybe fate has future plans for us. In replying to her invite to lunch did not realize that I had responded with. " I will think about it" That line was an exclusive MN line used to say NFW in a nice way.
Well I do think about you and your daughter. I feel as though I have lost 2 families in the last 3 years. Most people just have to worry about losing one. Not me. maybe that explains the sadness that sometimes seems to be deep in my soul. I am sure there is someone out there that will make me happy and who will be able to feel the the same feelings. One way love really is just a fantasy. Just hoping it does not take too long. Well today is coming to an end cannot wait to see what life will throw at me tomorrow. I am ready for it.
My ex has postponed our meeting to talk about what to do from now on. I really do not care. Any romantic feelings I had for her ended so long ago that I cannot even remember when I actually stopped loving her. So sad 25 years together can evolve into something so opposite of what you thought it would be. Louis
Life moves on I realize and I am making every attempt to not look back. Mn asked me out to lunch. I will never understand the female species. This is the same women who said it is best that I move on in her last email. Very confusing. Maybe time apart really is the best solution. If there is nothing we will soon forget all about each other. If not maybe fate has future plans for us. In replying to her invite to lunch did not realize that I had responded with. " I will think about it" That line was an exclusive MN line used to say NFW in a nice way.
Well I do think about you and your daughter. I feel as though I have lost 2 families in the last 3 years. Most people just have to worry about losing one. Not me. maybe that explains the sadness that sometimes seems to be deep in my soul. I am sure there is someone out there that will make me happy and who will be able to feel the the same feelings. One way love really is just a fantasy. Just hoping it does not take too long. Well today is coming to an end cannot wait to see what life will throw at me tomorrow. I am ready for it.
My ex has postponed our meeting to talk about what to do from now on. I really do not care. Any romantic feelings I had for her ended so long ago that I cannot even remember when I actually stopped loving her. So sad 25 years together can evolve into something so opposite of what you thought it would be. Louis
