This is What I Remembered

- watching The Crazies
- playing video games
- half naked on the couch (how did that happen??)
- putting my shoes on
- on a park bench, him telling me why we can't date (something about family values)
- getting into the shower
- he got in too
- drying off, his friend was coming over soon
- his friend sitting on the couch
- going to bed


...I remember kissing. I remember hurting. I can not make this sound romantic. It wasn't.

I remember losing my virginity,
And falling asleep,
And waking up,
And he drove me home,
And I made it to my own bathroom before I threw up,
And I passed out in my own bed.

That morning he kept saying, "So, we're okay right?"
That morning I kept saying, "Yes".
Now, I am not so sure.