Sunday 27 June 2010. Age: 13 Song: Still Billionaire :)
I really need to stop using smileys. They look very childish. I don't want to even resemble anything childish. I need to improve my English grade. Badly. For the rest of the school year and the summer holidays; I'm going to revise and practise English past papers and Science papers. I NEED to get A*s definately in English, Science, Maths & History. I'll settle for As in Drama and the rest of the subjects that I'm doing. (Actually, I'll probably be really pissed off.) I want to be sucessful in everything that I do. I'm not going to let anything get in my way. I want it all. The works. Amazing qualifications, be a great lawyer, loving husband, kids. I want everything. I'm going to make it. I know I will. There isn't any way I'm going to prove Fathema and all the others right by failing. I simply won't let it happen. I deserve it all. After what I've been through as a kid, this is no where near as close as making up for all the times Fathema and Abdul beat the living daylight out of me. No one will ever take it away from me. I still can't forget the look on Gaillard's face when I asked if I was allowed to be a school councilor next year. I'm not sure if I even want to do it anymore. However, I do need more extra-curricular activities. Next year, I want to be Student Leader, French Student Leader, on the basketball team, rounders team and another sport. I want to do more non-sport activities. I need to get as many certificates and letters of recommendations as possible. I need to get a certificate for the BA Crest project. It would look great on a college appplication. If I'm going to have to pay for college and university, I'm going to have to save up a hell of a lot of money. I'm assuming roughly £8,000 in college? On top of that about £15,000 for university? That's based on just the actualy school fees itself and not including acommadation, stationary, food, books, etc. You know what? I think I'm going to read the litrature for the GCSE sylabus, so that I can get a head start. I don't want to be predicted anything less of an A. I'm going to care less about frivolous things and more about my education. I've been letting things slip this past year, or maybe ever sice I started Plashet, so now I need to live up to my full potential. I'm going to get my A*s. I will. I will. I will. I will.
My God, I want to scream!!! I feel like I should have more homework or something. Okay I think that's enough for today.
I really need to stop using smileys. They look very childish. I don't want to even resemble anything childish. I need to improve my English grade. Badly. For the rest of the school year and the summer holidays; I'm going to revise and practise English past papers and Science papers. I NEED to get A*s definately in English, Science, Maths & History. I'll settle for As in Drama and the rest of the subjects that I'm doing. (Actually, I'll probably be really pissed off.) I want to be sucessful in everything that I do. I'm not going to let anything get in my way. I want it all. The works. Amazing qualifications, be a great lawyer, loving husband, kids. I want everything. I'm going to make it. I know I will. There isn't any way I'm going to prove Fathema and all the others right by failing. I simply won't let it happen. I deserve it all. After what I've been through as a kid, this is no where near as close as making up for all the times Fathema and Abdul beat the living daylight out of me. No one will ever take it away from me. I still can't forget the look on Gaillard's face when I asked if I was allowed to be a school councilor next year. I'm not sure if I even want to do it anymore. However, I do need more extra-curricular activities. Next year, I want to be Student Leader, French Student Leader, on the basketball team, rounders team and another sport. I want to do more non-sport activities. I need to get as many certificates and letters of recommendations as possible. I need to get a certificate for the BA Crest project. It would look great on a college appplication. If I'm going to have to pay for college and university, I'm going to have to save up a hell of a lot of money. I'm assuming roughly £8,000 in college? On top of that about £15,000 for university? That's based on just the actualy school fees itself and not including acommadation, stationary, food, books, etc. You know what? I think I'm going to read the litrature for the GCSE sylabus, so that I can get a head start. I don't want to be predicted anything less of an A. I'm going to care less about frivolous things and more about my education. I've been letting things slip this past year, or maybe ever sice I started Plashet, so now I need to live up to my full potential. I'm going to get my A*s. I will. I will. I will. I will.
My God, I want to scream!!! I feel like I should have more homework or something. Okay I think that's enough for today.
