6/16/11
thursday
5:26pm
ugh. I hate this feeling of worthlessness. Like you have nothing to do, no purpose. You're just sitting around, wasting precious time, getting nowhere. The days are going by, the seconds are ticking fast, and what am I doing with my life? I'm throwing everything away.
A whole week has gone by and I have gotten nowhere. I fail at life. I have no purpose but to waste time, to go around in circles, be nothing, do nothing. Every day I see amazing, influential, revolutionary people and who am I? A loser girl who does nothing in life.
I post all this inspirational stuff on my tumblr but really I need to apply that stuff to my own life because knowledge is nothing unless it is put into practice.
And I'm just sitting here crying my head off for some insane reason. I don't know why. It's just this feeling of nothingness this empty hole gaping in my soul and I just feeel ugh ugh ugh
It's been so long since I've had a good cry.
CRY CRY CRY CRY
no mother i will not go with you to get a stupid haircut because I hate that fat lebanese lady and you promised me we would go to the library but no I'm tired of wasting my time I want a good book to read a good book to lose myself in but you won't even give me that much what am i supposed to do
thursday
5:26pm
ugh. I hate this feeling of worthlessness. Like you have nothing to do, no purpose. You're just sitting around, wasting precious time, getting nowhere. The days are going by, the seconds are ticking fast, and what am I doing with my life? I'm throwing everything away.
A whole week has gone by and I have gotten nowhere. I fail at life. I have no purpose but to waste time, to go around in circles, be nothing, do nothing. Every day I see amazing, influential, revolutionary people and who am I? A loser girl who does nothing in life.
I post all this inspirational stuff on my tumblr but really I need to apply that stuff to my own life because knowledge is nothing unless it is put into practice.
And I'm just sitting here crying my head off for some insane reason. I don't know why. It's just this feeling of nothingness this empty hole gaping in my soul and I just feeel ugh ugh ugh
It's been so long since I've had a good cry.
CRY CRY CRY CRY
no mother i will not go with you to get a stupid haircut because I hate that fat lebanese lady and you promised me we would go to the library but no I'm tired of wasting my time I want a good book to read a good book to lose myself in but you won't even give me that much what am i supposed to do
