When u start typing , u are unsure of what you are gonna type , million thoughts in your head , you keep on typing and deleting , but i decided i'll just keep on typing every thought that comes up to my mind so i can see who i am .
The title is the first thing that attracted me , its called "untitled writing" .So i start thinking .. what should i call it ? then it comes to me , it depends on what you are gonna talk about . then im thinking , im gonna talk about everything i should have written before and then every thing i should start writing . but when everything im gonna write is everything i think of . so it's the world from my place . but im just one man , one human being , and my prospective would be very narrow . so i decided to generalise these thoughts so they take the form of ideas . Ideas that could be bad , good , shallow , deep , wild , conservative ... etc . could be the same as yours , could be different , but at the end they are pure , and thoughts should be shared , coz sharing is caring :)
Here i realise i got carried away and i forgot i was talking about the title , this often happens to me . so let's talk about the title , i wanted to start this book
along time ago , A.G and K.A .. good friends of mine suggested i'd call it mein buch , meaning my book in deutch , but they said i should write it in arabic as in "ماين بوخ " and thats referring to a very silly tradition among egyptians which is to write some words from other languages in arabic .Anyways , i got carried away again , but thats not wat im gonna name it . i thought of many names , but let's leave it undecided for now , and we'll figure it out together throught the pages of this complicated trip .
I wanna talk about . "succes and failure"
wat does it mean ? and from whose prospective ? coz your failure could be another persons success ! and your success could be failure to another person !! so lets say there are parameters for the process .Community , person and action ? A person does an action , Community decides weather its right or wrong , succesful or failure ?
We have different communities , different cultures , different beliefs . so wats acceptable here isnt acceptable there . and failure in a place could be succes in another . And every community tries to prove itself as the best , its human nature !! and then we get wat i'll call the outlaws !! people in a community with different thoughts , ideas , beliefs !!Some communities can't accept them , may fight them !!
Some communities accept them !! and then there are outlaws trying to make their community better so that they can live in it and here starts a struggle ! And some try to seek better communities and thats immigrating some call it escape , some call it self proving !! "IF i'm an outlaw here , I'm a normal person some where else"
"IF i am a normal person here , I'm an outlaw somewhere else" and it keeps going .
So when a person reaches what i'd like to call "higher levels of thinking" . He/she starts figuring out that his success is his own happinness . and if the person realises that the community shaped most of the aspects of happiness , sadness , right , wrong plus of course beleifs and religion which im not gonna talk about at all right now . the person will get to the point of why does this makes me happy when it doesnt make sense to me !! but it does to everybody else !! so u go through a struggle with ur self and thats phase I !! then u are absolutely sure that this is not your happiness ! not your success ! not your sadness ! not your failure !
then you start the struggle with the community which is phase II !! Then you go through this anger,hope,depression as u try to change your community ! but it never changes !! and then u hit that balance !! when it looks like u dun care !! but u do !! when it seems like you are numb !! but ur just too calm coz u know !! When you reach where everyone else can't reach !! urself !! hmmm ... i think i've taken this too far !! or maybe not !! who knows ?? I do :) we'll meet soon !
The title is the first thing that attracted me , its called "untitled writing" .So i start thinking .. what should i call it ? then it comes to me , it depends on what you are gonna talk about . then im thinking , im gonna talk about everything i should have written before and then every thing i should start writing . but when everything im gonna write is everything i think of . so it's the world from my place . but im just one man , one human being , and my prospective would be very narrow . so i decided to generalise these thoughts so they take the form of ideas . Ideas that could be bad , good , shallow , deep , wild , conservative ... etc . could be the same as yours , could be different , but at the end they are pure , and thoughts should be shared , coz sharing is caring :)
Here i realise i got carried away and i forgot i was talking about the title , this often happens to me . so let's talk about the title , i wanted to start this book
along time ago , A.G and K.A .. good friends of mine suggested i'd call it mein buch , meaning my book in deutch , but they said i should write it in arabic as in "ماين بوخ " and thats referring to a very silly tradition among egyptians which is to write some words from other languages in arabic .Anyways , i got carried away again , but thats not wat im gonna name it . i thought of many names , but let's leave it undecided for now , and we'll figure it out together throught the pages of this complicated trip .
I wanna talk about . "succes and failure"
wat does it mean ? and from whose prospective ? coz your failure could be another persons success ! and your success could be failure to another person !! so lets say there are parameters for the process .Community , person and action ? A person does an action , Community decides weather its right or wrong , succesful or failure ?
We have different communities , different cultures , different beliefs . so wats acceptable here isnt acceptable there . and failure in a place could be succes in another . And every community tries to prove itself as the best , its human nature !! and then we get wat i'll call the outlaws !! people in a community with different thoughts , ideas , beliefs !!Some communities can't accept them , may fight them !!
Some communities accept them !! and then there are outlaws trying to make their community better so that they can live in it and here starts a struggle ! And some try to seek better communities and thats immigrating some call it escape , some call it self proving !! "IF i'm an outlaw here , I'm a normal person some where else"
"IF i am a normal person here , I'm an outlaw somewhere else" and it keeps going .
So when a person reaches what i'd like to call "higher levels of thinking" . He/she starts figuring out that his success is his own happinness . and if the person realises that the community shaped most of the aspects of happiness , sadness , right , wrong plus of course beleifs and religion which im not gonna talk about at all right now . the person will get to the point of why does this makes me happy when it doesnt make sense to me !! but it does to everybody else !! so u go through a struggle with ur self and thats phase I !! then u are absolutely sure that this is not your happiness ! not your success ! not your sadness ! not your failure !
then you start the struggle with the community which is phase II !! Then you go through this anger,hope,depression as u try to change your community ! but it never changes !! and then u hit that balance !! when it looks like u dun care !! but u do !! when it seems like you are numb !! but ur just too calm coz u know !! When you reach where everyone else can't reach !! urself !! hmmm ... i think i've taken this too far !! or maybe not !! who knows ?? I do :) we'll meet soon !
