I wish that I was able to have the societal and financial support to do what I love and I dream for.

I know they always say we do not always get what we want but I find no shame in wanting love in even the most invaluable things.

It is not what others want you to want.

It is what you want.

It is what you need.

It is what you feel.

It is what you believe.

I can tell my life is slipping away and I will soon forget what I love and what I dream for.

I see it slowly inhabiting my mind and leaving me.

It's okay to leave.

But I am alone.

Alone.