But my nose is cold. And what abougt dinner? Why is this so bloody hard to do? Tho several of the recipes I pikced out last week were to do with salad, which I don't want because I'm too cold. and I can't figure out what else to do. There is next to nothing on TV, which I shouldn't be watching because I have work to do. This sort of counts because it is writing something. ai have nothing for my fictino class tomorrow, either. I could tak the time to writek which I probaly will, because I'm behind.
I'm liseting to th Gring song! ha. that's fun. This is the cartoon from ages ago.
I wish I could go to bed and stop being conscious. Or I wish I don't know what. Not to be so care-less, so non feeling, so not intereseted. Well, I have to do something. LIke music homework. writing, find out why miranda is crying. I think she wants out, but she won't go out. She went out. My money is odd. MOstly ok, but I have extra for getting meds. I still don't know why I had that money in Admin. I spent most of it on food and pelllets and stuff. But I guess I should get instant food. Even Georgie's inst very good. Some of it is. I go into the kitchen and I cna't rigure out what to do. It's so frutstrating. Tho yesterday i made a sandwich and took it with me and ate half of it, and that worked. I aste the rest of it today with the awful soup I made yesterday. I could try to do my saus and noodle soup, but I don't remember it very well. I have everhting but basil. Idn't have cheese. I could have porridge. I could make waffles or pancakes, but I won't. I guess I'll start on the nano novel, I just need more words. The best part about the grinch cartoon is the song is sung now and then. There is more to it than what we're singing. I'd like some pudding. But porridge might be ok. Easy, and hot. Why doesn't Marie like Henry. She disapproves of hm. I have no idea why. It's really irritating. She told me after he bit me that she discerned that I shouldn't be taking him in, which I wonder why, since God hasn't told me not to. He just says to be patient with him. It's so irritating. I stil have some moreo f this page to fill. Geez there are a lot of commercials on TBS. If I like all this stuff so much, then why dont' I study? why don't I write? I feel like I'm not al lturned back on inside yet. Tuesday I'm going to singing practice, and then to church to make the slides, and then home. I have to come in on Thrusday to feed Max, that does in my day of absolutely nohting. And Friday. I'll be in on Saturday anwya, and Sunday. darn it . Every bloody day. Isnt' that nice of me. I wonder when school gets out. Ten I wont have to go in much at all.And no homework. But everything else.
So if Im unconscious, none of it matters. All I really want to do is sit around and watch TV. Or something, maybe read, cuz there's nothing on.
I'm liseting to th Gring song! ha. that's fun. This is the cartoon from ages ago.
I wish I could go to bed and stop being conscious. Or I wish I don't know what. Not to be so care-less, so non feeling, so not intereseted. Well, I have to do something. LIke music homework. writing, find out why miranda is crying. I think she wants out, but she won't go out. She went out. My money is odd. MOstly ok, but I have extra for getting meds. I still don't know why I had that money in Admin. I spent most of it on food and pelllets and stuff. But I guess I should get instant food. Even Georgie's inst very good. Some of it is. I go into the kitchen and I cna't rigure out what to do. It's so frutstrating. Tho yesterday i made a sandwich and took it with me and ate half of it, and that worked. I aste the rest of it today with the awful soup I made yesterday. I could try to do my saus and noodle soup, but I don't remember it very well. I have everhting but basil. Idn't have cheese. I could have porridge. I could make waffles or pancakes, but I won't. I guess I'll start on the nano novel, I just need more words. The best part about the grinch cartoon is the song is sung now and then. There is more to it than what we're singing. I'd like some pudding. But porridge might be ok. Easy, and hot. Why doesn't Marie like Henry. She disapproves of hm. I have no idea why. It's really irritating. She told me after he bit me that she discerned that I shouldn't be taking him in, which I wonder why, since God hasn't told me not to. He just says to be patient with him. It's so irritating. I stil have some moreo f this page to fill. Geez there are a lot of commercials on TBS. If I like all this stuff so much, then why dont' I study? why don't I write? I feel like I'm not al lturned back on inside yet. Tuesday I'm going to singing practice, and then to church to make the slides, and then home. I have to come in on Thrusday to feed Max, that does in my day of absolutely nohting. And Friday. I'll be in on Saturday anwya, and Sunday. darn it . Every bloody day. Isnt' that nice of me. I wonder when school gets out. Ten I wont have to go in much at all.And no homework. But everything else.
So if Im unconscious, none of it matters. All I really want to do is sit around and watch TV. Or something, maybe read, cuz there's nothing on.
