July 10,2010
It's summer. I love the break from school. I don't have to deal with any of those snotty people from school. I love the sun beating down on my face, warming every bone in my body, the shade from the trees where I go when it gets to hot, and mostly I love the peace and quiet I have. I can't remember being this happy. Certainly not at school.
Speaking of which I haven't had one of my episodes either which is really good. My therapist says I might not need to see him this summer. I was happy and sad to hear that. Dr. Malone is probably one of my only friends. Sure there is Eva, but with her dark attitude it makes me falls deeper. Eva is a good friend I guess. I would never tell my thoughts. She would freak out on me and never speak to me again. I don't think I could handle that. Not again. Oh God! Not again! *deep breathe* It will be fine because I won't tell her. She will just assume I'm sane and normal. Sane and normal like everyone else. Haha That still makes me laughs. I was and never will be normal. I've accepted that for now. And as long as no one knows, I am basically normal.
I got a new job at the Flower Mill Bakery. It is hard! I didn't know I would actually bake. :O I know it's a bakery and what did I expect. Well I thought the adults would do the baking while I handled customers and cleaned. I am one of the only guys they hired too! I was lucky to get to the job. I work with Sandra, the boss. She looks like she could beat anyone in a wrestling match. Actually I would love to see that. I also work with two girls named Chelsea and Stacey. I don't know what it is but I don't think those two like each other very much. Stacey liked to talk to me. Chelsea was busy packaging food. I would have liked to get to know her better. But it is probably a good thing. She would just freak out when she got to know the real me. Everyone does. Just like Johnny. Just like Johnny. *sob*
I need some air before another episode comes. Well this day was fun, I guess.
Jason Harvey
It's summer. I love the break from school. I don't have to deal with any of those snotty people from school. I love the sun beating down on my face, warming every bone in my body, the shade from the trees where I go when it gets to hot, and mostly I love the peace and quiet I have. I can't remember being this happy. Certainly not at school.
Speaking of which I haven't had one of my episodes either which is really good. My therapist says I might not need to see him this summer. I was happy and sad to hear that. Dr. Malone is probably one of my only friends. Sure there is Eva, but with her dark attitude it makes me falls deeper. Eva is a good friend I guess. I would never tell my thoughts. She would freak out on me and never speak to me again. I don't think I could handle that. Not again. Oh God! Not again! *deep breathe* It will be fine because I won't tell her. She will just assume I'm sane and normal. Sane and normal like everyone else. Haha That still makes me laughs. I was and never will be normal. I've accepted that for now. And as long as no one knows, I am basically normal.
I got a new job at the Flower Mill Bakery. It is hard! I didn't know I would actually bake. :O I know it's a bakery and what did I expect. Well I thought the adults would do the baking while I handled customers and cleaned. I am one of the only guys they hired too! I was lucky to get to the job. I work with Sandra, the boss. She looks like she could beat anyone in a wrestling match. Actually I would love to see that. I also work with two girls named Chelsea and Stacey. I don't know what it is but I don't think those two like each other very much. Stacey liked to talk to me. Chelsea was busy packaging food. I would have liked to get to know her better. But it is probably a good thing. She would just freak out when she got to know the real me. Everyone does. Just like Johnny. Just like Johnny. *sob*
I need some air before another episode comes. Well this day was fun, I guess.
Jason Harvey
