A mesmerizing sun rise, over the mountain tops of the snow caped peaks. This is what I wake up to every morning, greeted by the morning rays & the chilling cold. I don't mind, in fact I find peace here. This is the scenery that kisses me before I lay my head down to sleep. This was my life, until he came along. I was comfortable in isolation & deprivation. Clouds always lingering in my sight, because I knew nothing more then this. Love wasn't in my vocabulary, for the meaning was unknown to me. I swore his face was that of an angels, those high way eyes. Along with a beautiful smile, that just lit up those shining eyes. I never expected something of this stature to find its way to me. For all I've ever seen is the loneliness of heartbreak warfare. The damage others had caused me, is the reason I lived in the shadows. Words of comfort bringing me sanity. Knowing they will always be here, without judgement or conflict. I knew my words were my own, one thing this world could never take from me. This marked the beginning of a new chapter in this life of mine. Now that I've reflected on the days that never seemed to change. Each one seems different in some kind of way. To think how far I'd fallen before, & how far I've come now. All the things that no one believed could be me, I'm on my way to becoming. They can see a change but only in appearance because they are too ignorant to look any further. I have seen a world beyond this one, because its a world of my own. I used to weave rainbows threw the worlds, and some how those colors found their way into my veins. Is this what happiness is like? A new kind of high, what seems to look like a brand new sky. I couldn't see tomorrow because it was never truly there. Another day isn't guaranteed, so why take it one step at a time? When the time we have is limited enough, lets take leaps and bounds together. My comfort zone has disappeared from sight, it has become the world I live in. Though you don't realize it, you are my world. Or at least the axis it spins on. You keep my heart soaring threw the clouds & my feet firmly on the ground. Reminding me those painful days are far beyond gone, that you're here to stay, but what can I say? It takes time for wounds to heal, but they're doing better then before. It won't be long till we can live in peace together, with happiness within our grasp. I hope you know I can't wait till that very day.
snippet from Heartbreak Warfare
Heartbreak Warfare