The evil of homework - procrastination. It stops me from courageously working towards a goal. A non-existent goal for me that is. I don't have a goal and if I'm not finding one. I am going to be in deep trouble. Well, it just happens I lost the strength to continue on while working hard. I have successfully been unmotivated for a whole year. How do I gain it back? I have no idea - that's the point. If I could get it back so easily, I would have already gotten it back. But I'm still unmotivated at this point of time. I can barely feel the urge to spring back to the cream of the crop again. I enjoyed the status I have attained in my primary school, I guess. It is like being a deity or immortal. People treat you as if you know every thing in the world. Which I love and I know I do.