I have felt braver... more confident. New wants and feelings I have never had are a daily experience, I want to see people more. Not just people though BEAUTIFUL people, relate-able people. I don't know about it, there were people that I loved once and I thought they loved me back, but where are they now? Right now they were gone.
Does it seem normal to love someone at one minute, and hate them the next? I mean, But My daddy will come back for me, I believe him. It seems awfully long since he was here though. He is not here, and I am stuck in a basement.
Why am I alive? Am I alive because I am still eating, because I can still get clean water? No, frankly I don't know why I am still alive. Quite blankly I want to die. But Daddy won't let me let myself. His love is too much. He would die so I didn't have too. That's why he's in Iraq. "Fighting your battles" is what he said when I was five and I asked him why he was going to leave me. I didn't and still don't care I have to fight my own battles.
Does it seem normal to love someone at one minute, and hate them the next? I mean, But My daddy will come back for me, I believe him. It seems awfully long since he was here though. He is not here, and I am stuck in a basement.
Why am I alive? Am I alive because I am still eating, because I can still get clean water? No, frankly I don't know why I am still alive. Quite blankly I want to die. But Daddy won't let me let myself. His love is too much. He would die so I didn't have too. That's why he's in Iraq. "Fighting your battles" is what he said when I was five and I asked him why he was going to leave me. I didn't and still don't care I have to fight my own battles.
