12/2/10- today was a good day. Busy with lots of restraints. I felt the tension in the office today between Miller. Can't look at him the same anymore. Feels like a snake to me. Everything I say or do I know he's watching to run back and tell George like a xblittle bitch. I'm gonna keep doing what I do and maintain professional. But the love is gone. Felt funny with George today. Glad I know how she really feels bout me . Now I can deal with her accordingly. That conversation I heard between her and Miller really opened up my eyes. Hate two faced people and people that don't trust me. So we will see how it plays out. I have lots to learn and I will learn everytjog I am suppose to learn. U best believe that . I ikemy job and elite easy money. I hope I get that position. I need that...corrdection ..my family needs that. My wife has been so understanding and there for me. Its time to give her more time. The jig is up. I'm not gonna lose my family to graham,eventouh I feel that something is in store for me there and I can set myself up pretty nice. I guess the best thing for me is to hold on where I am at and just be patient and let the process work itslef out. I will do that.!

12/3/10- Today was cool. I was kinda tired becasue i didnt get any sleeo at all last night, thanks to Pj. But it was cool. Becky got a job working for UPS. I know she is excited deep down inside, but its gonna be a tough road for her,. She will get the hang of grinding, once she get that , she willl be good to go. Shes a wonderful woman and I love her. She has to experience things that will give her the confidence that she needs to believe in herself. Thats my baby!
Wonderig whats going on wihth this directors position. It seem like a big ass secret around her. I guess i will continue to be patient. I know they are hiring 2 more people in our department , so maybe thats a good thing for me. I got my letter for the police to take my physical exam and I am going to take it for the experience, you never know what can happen. YOu never know!