I am starting this Journal because i need to start writing more. I need to write down how i am feeling everyday and what I am doing that day. Today is the same as any other. I have class and Andrew works until 4:30. I am listening to Hollywood Undead on Pandora. Photo crit today hope it goes well I am working towards my final project photographing Voodoo Brewery in Meadville.
I love Andrew so much and I really hope he is the one. Its just recently he has been going through a lot with grad school and everything and he seems to be letting go of his work at school and he is back to drinking a lot. His apartment is a mess and he just won't clean it and keeps saying he doesn't have time to clean it, even though i know he does. He has a dog he needs to take care of but some nights leaves her all by herself. I feel terrible that he is trying to work it out between me and his dog and I know its not easy.
Thanksgiving is in like 2 weeks and I am so excited. I miss my family so much. Baba got a hip replacement yesterday so I know my mom is very stressed out. I wish I knew how to help her. She works to much and she never stops to have time for herself. She is going to crash soon. She did do home redecorating in the house so I can't wait to see how it looks when I go home.
Well that is all for now. I guess I will write tomorrow.