Okay Journal: Here is what we got today.

I talked to Nova and its got me worried. She says she has a problem with drinking. The good thing about the telephone conversation was that she was open about the problem. She talked to her sister, brother and her Mom about her conserns. Today she is planning to visit a doctor to talk about her problem. She talked about here bad dreams which involved her Mom changing, Ash changing as well as her sister So the whole incident has got me worried.

So in addition to all that worries me, I have other things on my mind. I got the work I am trying to evolve into a business. I have to focus. I have to get the little things done. I have to write the blog. I have to set up the other blog. I got to meet the lady from where Charlie used to work. Her name is Kristal.

I worry about LaVerna. I keep on writing. I want to write. I will write. I am writing. I have too much caffeine in my system.

What the hell. Where will I end up?

So the music will ease the pain. I will try to focus with the help of my itunes. Sure Lie to Me will help. The mood of possible loss is great for making me want to write. Sure, just something more to worry about. There will be lots to do if something like that happens to me.

the page seems to last forever. I want people to get out of the house so I can make sure I am not seen worrying. Just make it happen Wayne. the world is there. It is attitude that make you more productive. I will write stream of conscience until the page is done.
I will call Rob is see if he will meet me so I can determine if he will provide me with sometime to support my initiative.

I gotta apply for the jobs a sell.

The house is empty now. I can