"In all chaos there is cosmos. In all disorder there is a secret order."

I don't think we are supposed ot know what orders us and what keeps us on track. I think we choose to believe in what we want to to keep our own sanitiy but we aren't allowed to know what keeps us afloat. sometime things dont work when you expect them to but they always seem to find a way to work when they need to.

We are exactly who we are suppose dto be and we are supposed to be exactly who we are. There is no rhyme or reason to it. Everything that happened in your life maybe you into the clay shape you are today, it made you into the person you are today. Some molds are a little deeper, some a little more painful, others go unnoticed. But each moment, each day creates someone new. You are someone entirely different from yesterday, even if you don't feel it. You will make new choices, decide new things and they will be different than those you would have picked the day before.

Life is meant to make you, into you. Don't question how. Don't figure out what the meaning is. Take it, enjoy it. And know that You are exactly who you are supposed to be.