I never said I love you. Neither did you. How could we? We hardly knew each other. So why does it feel like lightning struck my heart?
When I was by you, my soul by your soul, all rational seemed to be thrown to the wind. You made me laugh, I made you laugh. We would talk of unimportant things, and never say what we should have said. Too many times i tried to bring reality into our lives, and too many times did you avoid my wishes. Your words, your looks, your charm would trap me. The sad thing is that I would let you. Perhaps at the time I did not know, maybe I would ignore it. Eventually, though, when I was away from you my eyes would see the truth.
Why were you playing this game? Why did you treat me with such wicked grace if you did not intend to be with me?
People told me that you loved me, but never from your lips.
People told me that you needed me, but never from your lips.
People told me that you toyed with me, why did I not listen?
So now you've lost me, now you look for me, now you see how much I would do for you, now I realize that I will be just fine without you.
My eyes still remember your face, my ears you voice, my hands your touch, but most of all my heart will remember your heart. Maybe it wont always be like this. Maybe someone else will come along. Maybe he wont play. Maybe I will hear it from his lips. Maybe my eyes will see his face, my ears his voice, and my heart will have his heart.
One thing I know, we never said I love you, and we never will.