I went into total judgment about being in a space of fear.

The truth was I was not in the state of fear
that I had been so many year ago. I was still I fear however and was angry and oh so judgemental about it. I could also say I was "Stressed" although I really feel like the whole world uses that term and what they really mean is I was afraid.

I was afraid of not having enough. Enough time. Enough money. Enough Help. Enough clients. Enough health. Enough good relationships. This has been a reoccurring place for me. Not having enough. Enough safety. I was afraid of the same thing as year ago. Not having enough. ( Insert Tantrum)

What I have learned through being in a state of fear is that it literally closes off all the good stuff. All the miracles. All the help and support. All the faith. All the hope. It just closes that hose down and I don't feel that flow that I love so much. I am sure you can all relate to a time when either you witnessed someone that was totally shut down or you yourself were shut off. Its a very dismal and frustrating place to be.
How the hell do you open it back up?