My love.
We've been through so much but it's getting so hard. Five thousand miles is no small distance. Too many 'maybe's flutter around my mind complicating exacerbating the situation. Maybe we'll work out, maybe we won't, maybe you'll move somewhere close, maybe we'll be apart for three more years, Love, I don't know.
I hate the way that I had to leave. We said "see you tomorrow" when we left school not knowing (and who could predict) that in a few hours we'd have a five minute phone call and would end up both crying our eyes out wondering if there was any other way. But I guess that there isn't when living in paradise makes you want to die.
You and I were always together, we were THE couple, it was me and you, but now there's no end in sight to our separation. I crave the physical affection that we used to have, I'm hugging pillows and getting intimate with you in my dreams. I can tell that we're both trying to hide our own screams.
It hurts us both so bad. There are so many people who remind me of you and when people keep asking you how I'm doing we just remember all of the times that we had and we break down, and now I'm sitting here wondering if we should just break up.
Things are looking hopeless we're going separate ways, maybe we'll end up holding each other back but maybe we'll lose the best thing that we've ever had. We're both deeply in love but so far apart. Arguing, fighting, but willing to work things out.
Maybe we should just see. Go our separate ways and try this when we've figured out ourselves. Or maybe that would be the end of us. Maybe we'll both find someone else who will make us happier than we ever could be together, but I can't stand the thought of being without you forever.
We're so in love, but maybe it's time to move on from each other.
Maybe this will be the best thing.
Maybe this will be the biggest mistake.
Maybe we should just...
Maybe.
We've been through so much but it's getting so hard. Five thousand miles is no small distance. Too many 'maybe's flutter around my mind complicating exacerbating the situation. Maybe we'll work out, maybe we won't, maybe you'll move somewhere close, maybe we'll be apart for three more years, Love, I don't know.
I hate the way that I had to leave. We said "see you tomorrow" when we left school not knowing (and who could predict) that in a few hours we'd have a five minute phone call and would end up both crying our eyes out wondering if there was any other way. But I guess that there isn't when living in paradise makes you want to die.
You and I were always together, we were THE couple, it was me and you, but now there's no end in sight to our separation. I crave the physical affection that we used to have, I'm hugging pillows and getting intimate with you in my dreams. I can tell that we're both trying to hide our own screams.
It hurts us both so bad. There are so many people who remind me of you and when people keep asking you how I'm doing we just remember all of the times that we had and we break down, and now I'm sitting here wondering if we should just break up.
Things are looking hopeless we're going separate ways, maybe we'll end up holding each other back but maybe we'll lose the best thing that we've ever had. We're both deeply in love but so far apart. Arguing, fighting, but willing to work things out.
Maybe we should just see. Go our separate ways and try this when we've figured out ourselves. Or maybe that would be the end of us. Maybe we'll both find someone else who will make us happier than we ever could be together, but I can't stand the thought of being without you forever.
We're so in love, but maybe it's time to move on from each other.
Maybe this will be the best thing.
Maybe this will be the biggest mistake.
Maybe we should just...
Maybe.
