This week is the first week of summer, but this week is also the same week I was broken up with by this girl, Chloe. I really messed up and she said we needed a break, whatever that means, and it hurts that shes perfectly fine without me. It's like she doesn't even care anymore. Likes she's totally, completely forgotten about me and it kinda hurts. I went to the beach today and i couldn't help but keep my mind on her. She was always in the back of my mind. It was hard to smile and laugh with my friends when that thought was there. And when my friends would ask me if i was okay when staring off into the distance thinking of her eyes that match the blue-green water of the ocean i would just mindlessly say "Yeah... I'm fine." And they'd believe me, and leave me to myself. But the thing is, I'm not fine, and i don't think many of my friends really understand that. But overall, the day went well, except her being on my mind the whole time.