I want to let your arms consume my little body. Next to yours, that's a whole foot bigger. I want to rub my head against your new shirt I bought you, and inhale your homey smell. I want to give you a back scratch and hear your cute moans of appreciation. I want to hear you make me laugh, like you always do. I want to giggle for an hour, then kiss you for two. I want to ride that stupid horse ride for one block just to say we did it. I want to wake up early and eat out for every meal, like you wanted. "Let's spend 80 bucks on each meal, and just eat." We could do that. I want to explore the humble streets of Denver that go unnoticed with you. I want to slow down my quickly igniting feeling for you, to the point where it's physically altering for me to stop. But I will. I want you to stand up to me when I'm being a brat. I want you to challenge me, as hard as you can. Because I promise I will do the same. I want you to keep going with your comedy. You're fucking hilarious. I want to know why you do the things you do; every quirk, and turn. I want you to listen and I want you to talk. Even though you talk a lot more ha. I love when you pick me up. Even though I scramble and say things like put me down ... I really don't mean that. You make me feel genuinely happy when you do that. I loved that time when we were stoned, and you made me laugh so hard that I ran to the toilet and peed there instead of in my pants. I love that I walked in on you taking a shit. I pee with the door slightly cracked sometimes, but most of the time I forget to close it, and you don't seem to mind. I love when you tell me your detailed schedule of the night ahead. As if I was a real life planner for you, it's funny. I stand there and nod my head with a huge grin while you grab my shoulders with both hands and looks over my head telling me. I love when I wake up in the morning first, and your back is to me. I inch over to you and nestle my head against your bare back. I love that we are both artists. It makes things so relatable in every dilema. I love that your the funnier one, while I'm so used to being the center of attention haha. I love that I'm not bored, ever. I get bored very easily, and you do too. I love that. You means tons to me love.

I hate that I'm away from you right now. But I'm also glad I am. I get to have me time, and break down all the reasons why I think were pretty awesome together.
-P
P.S. I'm wearing your Captain America shirt and sadly it's lost your scent:'(.